Next Part of My Life--.

Sunday, July 29, 2007;

ytd went mugging. yeah. not a good day, or maybe not a good place. i dun like. =[ after mugging, lt n jy suggested go ikea to makan. so random, but i like XD hahahaa. yeah so on our way there! so many ppl and finally the food arrives and satisfied our stomach.. we shopped there too.. i bought a plushie, metal bar, quilt cover, folders. hahaaa. i love to shop. =] we shopped till our shoulders are breaking due to heavy bags. haha. had fun big time, esp in the kids section =X

presenting to u, our food, and liling's baby..

the following may be demoralising. if u read it, dunt comment on anything. i'll ignore all of them

i cant do anything today. after settling GP slides, i went to my room, wanting to do my homework. but i cant. i just stared at the qn. and then i realise im not doing anything productive after staring for 1 hour. so i lie down on my bed trying to sleep. but i cant too. so i just stared at my ceiling. from 4pm, i've been in screen saver mode until 6pm plus. i am worried. econs essays and tml's in class essaay, GP essay outlines, vector 4 tutorial and assignment not done. the more i think about it the more i am worried, but i cant do anything about it coz my eyes are just fixed at the ceiling. i think its because i thought about a lot of things. i think humans have the same brain but what we put inside is different. we are all taught the same things, why cant we score the same? u may scold me for wasting time thinking about all these. but i cant help it. i cant stop asking myself why all these happened to me and others whose plight are the same as me. even teachers think students are helpless. wad's up with SCMI, ACMI and may the force be with you? don't they know its already very demoralising for students to fail, especially when we did study? collapse time table, splitting of classes. this is even more demoralising. STAR? BAND 1/BAND 2? the ones that can make it are pushed to attain their As and Bs, the others who cant are left to rot and decay(or maybe not). teachers who are more able to teach are teaching the best classes to push them. materials we get are different. WHATEVER. even the days in sec sch are more fair.maybe its what people deserve when they don't study, don't study well, or just cant make it.

stuck on you 8:03 PMY

Sunday, July 22, 2007;

Studying can make a person go bonkers, just like this:

99 days to a'lvl. depressing? haha.

got back all my results..

GP- S (44%)

Econs - B (64%)

Chem - S (42.3%)

Phy - U (32.8%)

Maths - E (48%)

Tell mi how. i shldnt be getting this kind of results at this time. and im surprise michelle got the same phy mark as mi. we were competing who lowest then in the end, LOL.

i want to mug i want to mug i want to mug. someone pls bomb my com, lock the fridge, or even better lock me in my room.

Time passes by damn fast. lets tok about cultural night? haha. i've went for CO practises and dang the feeling is back again. the super shiok feeling of playing a piece so well. especially the set piece that i dislike last time. i actually love it now. the ending is OMG. my friend said that maybe it is because last time we scared to make mistakes so we play v softly.. this time is so different! the feeling is so great. at least our performance for this cultural night gave me a nice full stop. i nvr regretted joining CO. =]

Friday after tuition i went to meet my friends. another major laughing session. but i guess we were all just too tired already. all ur heavy bags, etc. lolol mic wanted to act cool by carrying 2 heavy bags, and liling mouth say want to help but actions nvr show. =pp while walking to tamp stadium behind, we laugh so much alrdy. then in the end we decided not to stay there and walk back to interchange mac. lolol. i think we are so funny.

then at interc mac, lt and yl were exchanging their bags and ll collaborated with me and secretly put yl's pencil case and correction tape into my bag. lolol and it took sometime for yl to realise smth is missing. and after some obvious hint she still cant recall. lolol. and gin was too tired so she left 1st.. then i took out a receipt and started folding paper boat, called the super sampan. Why is it super? because it has a shelter! haha.

and while making settings for that sampan we laughed so hard until i cant breathe. what happened?? it's an insider's joke. lolol *taken from liling's blog*

CREDITS:

Invention by: Agnes Tan, Sci student from TPJC

Settings: Ho Li Ting, Sci student from TJC

Photography: Lai Liling, Sci student from MJC

Settings stand provider(useless backstage crew): Michelle Lau, Sci student from *JC (to protect ur sch's reputation)

Passerby Z: Zhu Yan Ling, Arts student from TPJC

damn funny!! i just love hanging out with them..

On sat, MTP session! mr ho said i am not lazy, and not v hardworking. he says i got put in effort, but the results dunt show.. so tell mi to change study strategy. hahaa.

Ytd night i thought about quite a lot of things... i'll just learn to accept, get along, and cherish what i have now. no use complaining, no use having a grudge, coz that cant change anything. haha, its good to have found someone like me. right, just be myself. =]

P.S be strong my friends, esp liling and michelle.

stuck on you 8:00 PMY

Monday, July 02, 2007;

wah. its been a longgggggggggg time since i blogged. haha. no pics today however, as im using my bro's com now. i'll upload again the nxt time. hahaa. let's recap!

week 3 of hols.. mugging has been pretty efficient in wk 3. but i seriously dislike doing phy KIT. i think its a waste of time. practising other sch papers and tys are much better i think. but since the phy department want it that way, then... alrights. mugging has been efficient bcause i went out to study with the girls almost everyday. from early afternoon 1pm to dinner time. then after dinner time continue until 9pm? the time i reach home im bloody hell tired. but after bathing i felt refreshed and then mugged till 1am plus. the nxt day begins and the process repeated again. its good coz it doesnt give mi the chance to use my com. and we also switched venue. no longer airport-ing, but going to liling, liting and jiayee hse. worked on mahjong tables, but notes and notes instead of tiles. break time, dinner time, etc.. i think there's 1 min where i actually enjoyed mugging. hahaa.

liling's and jiayee's house is far (hougang n sengkang), but to be fair lor. coz liting's hse is far for them too. haha. enjoyed mugging at jiayee's hse esp. lol. her mum cook super nice fooD!!! thanks jy!! =DD haha. curry chicken, veg, soup, wahhhhhhhh XD. and JELLYBEANS. =]] lemme give u all some recipes. hahaa.

pink lemonade = candy floss + lemon

this is the only one i can rmb. XD haha!! the super jellybeans can make a lot of things, apple candy, etc etc. i super like TIRAMISU! the jellybeans are SUPER FANTASTIC! HAHA!! it taste so real lah, omg. and the colours are splendid! but there's this super disgusting jellybean. i forgot wad it is called. but its HOT AND SPICY.OMGGG. disgusting big time. durin break time we played this duno wad game, its like forming as many words as possible with 3 letters and above from the mix up alphabets shown. hahaa. then the person who lost, will nid to eat the horrible tasting jellybeans. hahahaa.. its so cool lah.

wk 4 of hols.. going out mugging has stopped. and the com had successfully taken over my notes everyday. lol. i tried watching a drama called WITCH AMUSEMENT aka Witch Yoo Hee. i din noe it could be that deadly. coz i tot the drama wun be as nice as goong. XD but im seriously wrong.. so so so wrong. it hooked mi up immediately. hahahaa. then for the period in wk 4, instead of mugging, i've been drama-ing. and wad's worse, fri sat and sun there is this relative chalet. wah. go thre play, bbq, steamboat. haix. WHY ONLY MI GOT EXAM. my cousin all playing and enjoying the last days of hols. haix. exam period started and i've finished watching the drama. its so nice lah.

wk 1 of sch. the moment ppl reach home after test is slp, then mug rite. how come its different from me. i use the com. and then i found this drama which is like MIA in my brain for so long. i've watched b4 3 episodes, and for some reason i negleted it and i watch it over the 1st wk of tests. omggg. it's about this 'hei she hui lao da' going to school. and learnt lots of things, friends, love, working hard, etc. i wonder if normal students like us will learn smth so impt. haix. anyw near the ending the drama is superrrrrrr OMG. in order to protect his class, he ... ... ... haha, for those hu want to watch it, its called "my boss my hero". its more of comedy i think, but there's moral at every end of episode. so nice lah.

shall stop toking abt drama. chem was shaky. though i noe how to do, but i kept messing up somewhere. like memorise wrong formula, forget this, forget that. BLEAH. but i think its far better that physics. i think its the 1st time i left so much blanks in my paper. lolol. anyw i think i deserves it lah. since i din do much of KIT, i kip focusing more on my chem. maths, my tuition tr went for OP and still havnt recovered. since b4 june hols until now. i've visited her and wah she looks so sick. so pale and kip sweating. haix. her figure so small, this make her look even weaker. so the whole june it was mi, mi and mi doing maths without help. =[[ so ke lian rite. so how will i fare in this maths test? i duno. lol. anyw the power failure helped mi big time. if not for the 20 mins, i think i 100% fail. haha. at least i think there's some hope for mi to pass?

after exam, wah. go out and enjoy, like alvl over. LOL. XD drama non stop too. im watching 'mianhada, saranghanda' aka 'im sorry, i love you'. its a super sad drama i tell u. the girl v cute!! she look like the girl in millionaire's first love. but her face more chubby, so cute!!! and the guy i've seen him in a kor drama b4 and i like him!! and so i'm watching partly becoz of them. haha. but the storyline is not bad.. but prepare urselves with tissues pls. haix.

3rd july. tml, japan is airing the 1st episode of HANA KIMI. WAHHHHHH I WANT TO WATCH. HAHA. OGURI SHUN IS ACTING IN IT!!! WOOOOHOOO~~ lolol.but he doesnt look as nice as he is in hana yori dango (jap meteor garden) an also, the jap version of Ping Qiong Gui Gong Zi is airing soon!! Sho and Nino from arashi is acting in it! wah wah wah!!! XD excited!! hahaaa.

nxt wk will be getting out results i think. i hope i'll not be emo-ed by them. i want to work hard, i want good results. maybe i'll let it demoralise me and motivate me even more. ???? wad i toking? lols. anyw its the last 400m alrdy. we all must not must not give up!

actually i've been thinking.. since i like dramas so much, y dun i study smth similar to that? but the thought of working in singapore film makes me feel not interested. and since learning kor or japan is difficult, i shall not work in that field. lolol. so i shall still study and take my alvls lah. just study hard, it wun make me regret, i believe.

anyw, ytd i went out with ws, sant, anna and JPET. it was fun hanging around town, but a lot of ppl. make my head @_@. haha. after that i went back tamp join liling, gin, fl, mic, yl.. it was super fun laughing and POSING.LOLOL. i think that's one of the stupidiest thing we had done.. we went chilling at the stadium there. the pineapple playground (coz the watermelon was taken up by some other ppl and the mangosteen doesnt look appealing. LOLOL). and we tot we're COOL. 5-ppl band. righttttttt. hahaaaa. laugh at lots of things but i couldnt rmb wad we laughed at. XD but its been a great time hanging out. conferenced tok at night, 12am. im sorry but i cant really engage in the tok coz i think i cant multitask heheh. anyw i still love u allllllll. haha.

last note: good luck to gin, liling, mic, fl and jy. continue mugging and all the best for ur remaining papers! =DD

stuck on you 4:03 PMY