Tuesday, August 29, 2006;
I dun want to talk about it.I dun want to think about it.But it is following me everywhere,I wun't fall. I will not,no matter how strong it is.Why can't I just live my life happily. What is it that I want to do?
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9:20 PMY
Thursday, August 24, 2006;
updated the links page again. New vid. Amaenbo by otsuka ai!! haha.. my favourite daisuki da yo vid was removed from youtube.. duno y. so i changed to amaenbo~ couldnt decide which one was nicer. the piano concert ver. or the original ver. so, i put up both la~ heehee..I thought that after the CCA has stopped, i would have more time for myself and myself. LOL. but almost everyday nid to stay back. sian full. for remedials, make up.. etc etc. haix. but im looking forward to nxt wed's science centre trip for chemistry. so long nvr go le! hahaha. =XTodae slpt for 2hrs. omg. i dun wan to slp so long de!! later at nite cannot slp. sian diao. fridae got CHEM SPA. i got 6 for skill C and 2 for skill D for last time SPA trial lor. haix. haix haix. i scared.. I failed my econs essay.. 14/30 leH! wah lao! 1 mark!! =[... tr say i got no time to finish... haix. oh well.. go do maths assignment liao.. =(
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11:15 AMY
Wednesday, August 23, 2006;
Todae haf chem remedial for those hu failed chem CT. but only 4 of the ppl turned up, with one extra guy who is not supposed to b there. but anyw. can see mr lim face v sad la. i guilty sia. his patience and everything for us. then more than half the remedial grp ppl din turn up. Small group is such a gd environment for us to concentrate, well, it would b better if that guy is not there lor. waste our time by asking beyond syllabus stuffs. remedial lessons are for ppl like mi okay. =P Anyw i so sad and yet motivated to study for chem. Thank you, Mr Lim!!I'm also paying lots of attention in Mr hO's class nowadays. Last time's situation was "Why is it like this? nvm nvm, dun ask." Now, its more of "Why is it like this? WHY???" haha. But phy is more difficult. Formulae does not make sense, neither do the questions. Saw the answers to todae's phy test. MCQ i got 8 out of 10 wrong. this is so so so serious. Haix.
Ytd had a long tok with one of my fren in msn. felt that everything is not how i expected it to be. not everyone is as happy, as satisfied as me. I'm like so lucky... I have the girls, guan yue ppl, my class S14. Wad else can i expect? I feel happy [dun tok abt the stress factor]. But maybe becoz of that i became so in my own world. Im negleting other ppl's feelings, I din even took notice of that. Or if I did, I dun noe how to improve the relationship between us.Becoz me and my girls had encountered "obstacles" before, and had spent almost every single sec with them, in CCA, in Council, in class, recess time, after school lunch or study... So of coz i feel much closer to them and they are always the 1st priority among my frens. JC frens to me, i feel that its just part and parcel of life. In sch we only spent at most 2 yrs together and unless we are REALLY bonded, the friendship will last forever and will not lose touch...
Haix, dun tok abt that liao. Anyw mi, victor and natalie are having so much fun in PW. We're like chatting abt dunman stuffs. Their sec sch life so happening. as in "boy-girl happening". LOL. While my life revolves around the 7 girls. HAHA.. But im happy as it is. I love the girls~ haha.
Friendship is forever. I believe in that.
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9:30 AMY
Monday, August 21, 2006;
this whole week had been hectic. staying back almost everyday. luckily not on fri.. im like so involoved in everything becoz i've done badly in tests.
nxt wk-- chem remedial, maths remedial coz i've failed half mark for trigo test, phy SPA make up on fri.. squeezing mi dry.
i think its not bad to have tests on sat morning. coz after that i go airport v fang bian. haha. i like going airport. The bus trip with my mp3, chatting at viewing mall after doing tutorials... go there early, go back home late late.. but when going home at 10 plus, bus 34 is damn packed. kind of puts mi off. hahaa.econs test gg liao. nth more to add.when will everything be the same?haix. GP current affairs quiz later.
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11:00 AMY
Sunday, August 13, 2006;
yeah.. heheh.. now then post pics.. heehee..
Band + Guitar concert..
The white "couple"...
Sushi @ Marina Square!! =D
HAHA. LOL.
Guan Yue! =]]
hmm..?? haha. we're laughing too hard. why arh? =X
Guan Yue again! =D
Guan Yue Girls! we rock! yeah!
Smile! =]]
PW the whole dae. LOL. WR. WR. WR. argh. BE-insights!! SAd la. haix.
Ytd slpt from 4pm to 8pm! haha! its so nice to slp.. =X wake up, eat then go eastpoint! shop shop... there goes my 70 bucks. HAHA. guide bks, vcds, etc etc...
oh, updated the links page.. Daisuki da yo! i love the song soooo much!! haha.. watch it! pretty otsuka ai~~ awww.. =]]
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10:00 AMY
Friday, August 11, 2006;
hmm. fast recap..
Tuesday went for investiture in the afternoon.. then went pei zhuang's SL. not bad. quite fun. lol. i missed the coda. =X lolX~ went back sch help put instrument.. then go chill~ hahaa. we went 201 there and tok tok tok. wheee.. some touchy subj? haha. okay, well. tok until 1am plus sia. then they walked mi home.. hahax. thanks ppl, namely peizhuang, aikying and haosheng. had a good nite that day. =]
wed went airport.. gave up my ah ma's curry.. =( go there cough cough. lol. reached home 10pm plus, then use com, do eom..
todae celebrated gin's bdae. sorry girls.. wasnt high enuff todae. i got no energy sia. throat v uncomfortable, eyes v tired etc etc.. haix. chem chem chem. organic chem is bad bad bad. i dun catch a thing! chiral carbon? a carbon attached to different element/compounDs? how i noe whether it is or not. wah laox.
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12:50 PMY
Tuesday, August 08, 2006;
JC life is really stressed. todae din go sch. woke up with a superrrrrrrrrrr pain headache. Sore throat. Fever. my eyes cant open fully and my head is so heavy.Even when im resting, i couldnt stop thinking about PW, and other subjs. i stress ah. after crying feel so much better. haha.Condition is more stable at noon. So decided that i shld help out my PW mates in the interview with HPB ppl. Moreover i had the interview qns on my hand. Head is still dizzy. My dad drove mi to sch to meet them. but dun wan to drive mi to outram coz he got smth on la. =( okay, interview was a success! wheee.. felt so happy after the interview. finally get it done la. haha. that place damn cold can. wah lao.
Took a cab back home. coz outram is so far and i tink i dun wan to use anymore energy la. went to see doc straight after i got down. haha. luckily no ppl, no nid to wait. when she put the thermometer into my mouth, i deliberately put it ON my tongue after i see the degress is 37.1. hahahaa. so that the doc will see i got no fever then i dun nid to buy fever medicine. i no money ler.. hahaa. i use my own money leh. =( LOL. went home. took medicine and go slp liao. the feeling of slping is so nice, so nice..
Now still got fever.. 37.8 degrees. haix. help help help. sian full la. its a bad bad yr for mi.
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10:15 AMY
Monday, August 07, 2006;
fridae was quite a cold dae. LT3 cold like hell. Outside wind v strong. lol. had fun in CO.
sat went sch to take scores from haosheng. copied scores and tok tok tok. haha. rushed home, bathe, rushed to mrt station. FL lost her hp on bus, so we waited half hr on the platform. lol. heng she got it back. =]]Meet liling at orchard mrt station, then we began to comb Far East. LOL. i bought a bag!! haha! so happy.. so long nvr buy things for myself le.. that bag so nice! wahaha.. yi jian zhong qing. =P WAhahaa!! bought gin's bdae prezzie~ shhhhh.. haha. makan makan, chat chat, walk walk, laugh laugh, sit sit... ... i certainly missed the days with them. Ytd also made me realize i very long nvr go town with the gurls.. hahaha.. *missing all of u loads..
OKayy.. go prepare stuffs le. going airport study! wheee~~ mug mug? nah. tutorials first.next outing-- gin's bdae celebration. =D
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2:30 AMY
Friday, August 04, 2006;
cannot upload photos still. so i'll just blog. haha.
my bro is still under good care of my parents. haha. Y is it that he can just skip sch in the morning just becoz he got stomachache? Then ard 8am he started playing maple? When i reach home, i am given the task of writing a letter to his teacher. HEY. THAT'S NORT MY PROB okay. 1st time okay. 2nd time i can still tolerate. but the 3rd time and etc. STOP ALL THESE, STOP ACTING LIKE U ARE SO WEAK, AND GO TO SCH. and when i'm having a fever my mum dun believe mi. FINE. Then when i got home sick, the first thing is kena scolded. "see la~! dun drink water la! go see doc urself la!" WADEVER. at least my father better. hpmh.
SPE touch rugby. but havent been playing that. played soccer, for 2 wks? last wk captain's ball. haha. learn rugby through soccer. we are like some siao ppl. haha. kicked here n there. ran. scream. laugh. haha. and the sun damn strong can. and all my energy drained there. S14 girls the best man. got all active girls that run and go siao. n my energy all drained there. after sch im like a zombie.Luckily the CO after sch is a little entertaining. hungry. tired. wad else? stress. haha. the moment i reach home i EAT! haha. then hurry do GP slides. heng i did most of it on wednesday. phew..tml shld b the most happiest day of the wk. but after sch got econs make up. then CO stuffs... sigh. sigh. sigh.
shall go slp soon. gd nite ppl...
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1:15 PMY
Thursday, August 03, 2006;
Im feeling frustrated. Im tired. Now I look like im the one hu is trying to barge into the friendship between u and her. too many secrets and all. im lagging behind. coz u are not willing to tell.
PW interviews and all are making me confused. What are my goals in pw? it seemed so clear for us at the beginning. Now it is so blur and far. What am I trying to do? What am i going to do?
Phy and chem. like i understand a single shit.
My house is noisy. My mum n dad are creating such a big fuss and searching for my bro's textbk coz he did not have his lit book.
"Have u done ur hw?"
"What? cannot find ur textbk? *Calls mi* Go help ur bro find his bk!"
"Go Eastpoint popular and buy the txtbk! i go with u."
"Tml what time dismiss? i go fetch u."
"faster do ur hw and study la!"
Then what about me?
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11:45 AMY
