Sunday, April 29, 2007;
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Your emotions might be very fragile today, in part because of the negative behavior of someone you trusted too willingly. Once bitten, you are twice shy -- and that's okay. You should give yourself the time you need to nurse your wounds. Take time to appreciate your true friends, who are always there for you. Turn to them today -- they can help you get over this little drama, by making you laugh. Let them help you feel cherished and respected (as you should feel).
haha. pretty accurate. lols. today toked abt probs in sch we faced.
jy's biased CT, LL's coach, YL's shit face tr.. hahahaa. and
my story of coz. i had nvr unfold my saddening story to anyone except them. haha. so be honoured ok! lols. pretty emo todaY when we tok behind the stadium.. some times there's alrdy tears in my eyes, but i told myself that all of them are over and just share, let it out.. im glad finally got ppl listening to me, and even understand wad im feeling. lols.
thanks soooooo much girls. though emo but there's still moments of laughter, which pretty much made my day. =]]
mich taking basic theory soon. pls pass ur driving test so that u can be our chauffeur. =pphad CO this morning and our president cried in front of us. lolols. not v funny. anyw this kind of things are normal.nxt wk got CO big time. monday 2.30 to 9.30pm. HENG TUES NO NID TO GO BACK. omg. haha. wed got CO and Fri as usual. sat oso have CO. =\
i wanna end my JC life as soon as possible. its so shitty. academic-cca-peers. JC life sucks big time.
yeah i noe i suck, but the biggest loser is u.
stuck on you
12:32 AMY
Wednesday, April 25, 2007;
havent studied phy SPA yet. sudd got the mood to blog.saturday had the east zone CO concert. yeah diu lian big time. but it was a great experience. and i dislike mjc ppl BIG TIME. dun come to us and say u all screw up wad parts wad parts when we are preparing to go up stage, and u all comfirm get COP. u all are f-ing NOISY. yah la yah la, i noe u noe we're the worst of the 3 JCs. but wadever, im motivated ok. the perf is bad. ours is student conductor. coz our conductor cannot take leave from SCO. haix. and our perf is that bad i noe. coz i din even look at my conductor at the back part. coz got one section chionging too fast. then look at him and listen is quite different. and my di-mo is so loose lah. the sound so er xin. my tr say dizi grp can be better coz normally its not that standard. lols. and he tell pei zhuang the dizi ppl v hardworking. coz out of 4, 3 is just learn dizi last yr and now become the section he most confident in. WOOO~ got hope okay. =]] we will continue to work harD!! lols
today practise is hiong!! the Zheng conductor sudd come to TPJC. OMG!!!! then he come conduct the set piece. wahh so nervous!! haha. but im glad he came to ZHENG JIU us. hahhaaa. after my conductor come, he left and our conductor become v serious. scaryyy.. i think he noes that we are lacking time, somemore our standard abit.. LOL. and today is great. got shou huo. hahaa. and have to memorise scores by FRIDAY. WTH. LOL. Gan Jie can la. but the set piece is so difficult!! omGGGG. ZZZZZ..i am seriously hating it now. the fake ppl and all. y is it changing. i once thought i got it all, im lucky, im fortunate. however, as time passes, im beginning to doubt wad i believe in. seemingly, its like that. but all of it is only the surface.
stuck on you
10:01 PMY
Sunday, April 15, 2007;
wad a week. phy test, econs test, CO. i've been complaining after i've gone thru a week. lols. but sometimes during the week, it is really hard on me. nearly cannot take it. but lucki there's ppl same as me. u noe hu u are. =p hahaa.thurs got phy lab session. jaime, i din scream like a cuckoo lorr. =pp and thurs got econs test. b4 that, mi jaime and xy went bbt.. then it began to rain!! hahahaa. and the brave anna came to our rescue!! omg la. lightning, thunder, rain... was so touched to see her walking towards us!! hahaa. thank u loads anna!!!!! then mi and jaime scream like there's no tml. hahahahhaaha. damn funny. xy and anna v calm lor! then starting of the econs test is like shit la. my mind is like blank. LOLOL. aiya nvm laaa, anyw the day b4 i got CCA, nvr really mugging. so i shall forgive myself. =p heehee. =DDytd, went airport swensens celebrate the april babies bday. hahaa. we onli paid 8 dollars for so much things we eat. thanks yanling, mich, jiayee!!! so good. xD hahahaa. and then we went cold storage buy vodka and drink at viewing mall. i think we tarnish the image of airport sia. play poker cards there somemore. sia la.. hahaa. ytd was my first time buying vodka! =]] had a great time ytd! heehee!! i'm ALWAYS looking forward to every sat man. photos soon i hope! =D
and wth faculty testS on wk 8. week 8 is my SYF week lor. @Q#$^#%^*@$^&# im not going to do well in that. i bet. another demoralising tests sian.im getting myself ready for another SIAO week. but at least this week no after sch test. haha =]
stuck on you
7:34 PMY
Wednesday, April 04, 2007;
today. a cake. and dinner outside. butihadcupnoodles.
theyforgetabtmi. thatday. theyforgot.
stuck on you
9:09 PMY
Sunday, April 01, 2007;
CO practises have been pretty intensive. more than what i had expected. its like non stop how many hours of pracctise practise and practise. sectional we oso nvr slack. woah. that inter-jc concert at vjc is going to kill mi. y left dizi solo for us? cant even choose lor. haix. im stressed!!
had my chem spa and neh neh i see 1dm^3 but still go times 100cm^3 happily. zzzzz. i failed my maths test. haix. efforts to waste again. ihateit. phy chem maths econs. i tot when i got lesser subjs, i can concentrate and focus and channel all my energy there. but why??bleah. i wonder what will i become in the future. success or failure? come on, lets use binomial dist. =.=no hearty paws ytd.. =[ but its alright, had a wonderful night with them. hahaa.
im rewatching some dramas and anime! haha. for mi to slack and reward myself after a siao-ded week. but more is to come. week 4 i suppose. got econs test and phy lect test. CO is 3 times a week, reach home already 8 plus. haix... april is a sucky month. i must endure. ENDURE.
stuck on you
10:28 AMY
